Monday, April 26, 2010

Cos' the feeling of emptiness will still be there

You have Chinese Orchestra practices 3, 4, 5, 6 times a week, ending so late. You put in your best effort to put up the best performance cos you know ppl will be watching.

You ask friends to go, persuade them to buy tickets, yet they give you plentiful and a wide variety of excuses so tt they won't be asked again, or be pestered to buy. Best still, they don't reply your texts or your questions face to face and always say 'i see how, I think I hve smth on.' No doubt, some may be genuine, I understand. Some are just...

You text them again, they don't reply. You ask them face to face, they change the topic or run away.

I'm so tired of practices. But more so, tired of persuading & asking ppl to go.

Understand the feeling? It's infuriating and irritating. Your best comfort is from your friends, other than your family, but you just don't get ther support.

Clearly, there isn't time for you to do your hw, much less study or revise, hence sleeping only 4hrs a day.

The question tt I wana throw at you.
'what will you do if you're the performer?'

Thank you dad mum sis for supporting me all the way. Esp my mum, who shows the greatest concern <3

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